Silence.

So, I deactivated my first account. LOL

I’ve been very very very busy with a lot of things since last week. I’m also too exhausted to write my daily journal here because I usually go home late and all that I can think of is my bed, as well as TO REALLY SLEEP with or without changing my clothes.

Overall —- say hello to busy life 2012. Thank you.

bored as hell

I thought he’s not there for me… well, I guess I’m wrong for thinking too much.

making yourself suffer because he left you — you left him — whatever — peterpan

And now I’m confused.. paparapapa love mo ba ako? o ginagago lang? tbh —

It’s kinda alarming because I’m hating and blaming myself for thinking too much about him. Whenever I go, he always pops into my mind or in any scenario (eg. I was about to wash my hands and there was this cute little boy drying his hands beside the door.. Her mom called him “____, stop na yan! dali na!” Literally, I stopped! because the boy’s name is exactly the same as him! As a result? I then started to think about him.” It’s really weird hearing his name in public. I should stop it, but the more I push myself into it, the more I hear/see/think of him. Then I start to feel sad again. fuqhell! And now, honestly, it’s quite obvious that he’s the reason why I’m awake. FUCK YOU! please leave my mind NOW! now. I really mean it.

tanginang pamilya ‘to oh! pakshet! leche! I’m exhausted na nga sa pagaaral, ganito pa ang madadatnan ko. bullshit!

On the other hand, kaharap ko si crush? kanina sa couch. haha the reason why I am inspired. yeah right! I’m watching The Walking Dead. wooow. haha

“old url” 10+

The most heartwarming thing to see for now. Thanks for those who missed me and still missing me right now; for all the sweet messages I read. I mean, thank you so much. I love you guys and sorry for leaving my old account. I just have to leave. I should leave. I’ll be back. I promise. I think I wanted privacy? For almost 2 years, I’ve been sharing my life to you and little by little, I’m having second thoughts of deactivating that account.. I don’t want that to happen that’s why I left. Geeezzz too much drama here but seriously, thank you so much!

On the other hand, I’m watching The Vampire Diaries hahaha I’m waiting for season 2 to finish downloading. Shitbrix! Intenweeetz, please cooperate. So for now, I have no choice but to study and read books.. catch up my lessons..or better yet, sleep? haha

Bye